Going back to childhood innocence...........

I was listening to B.K. Shivani on Sanskar and the program right after that made me to leave everything aside and just close my eyes to listen to that kirtan. Oh it was beautiful......I don't know who that lady was, but it made me to search similar bhajan/sankirtan on you tube. I could find this one......
hare ram hare rama...........
radhey radhey govind.............
Jai radhey krishan radhey.......
pyari pyari bhori bhari barsanewari(very nice lyrics)...........
I tried to find whatever I could recall from my childhood, but they were not there. I remember Shubhra who was my junior in my college, who once gave me krishna's bhajans. I saw her Guruji sitting in Vinod Agarwal's bhajan(mera aap ki daya se.....), but I don't know his name.....I'm not even able to recall that bhajan which I liked too much then.......I'm changed a lot.......
Then I searched bhajans of shri satya saibaba.......Manju di @ IITK gave me once....Luckily I could find that...........
Prem mudita man se kaho............
Manas bhajre guru charanam(it was one of my fvts)......
Subramanyam Subramanyam(I loved it)....................
I was very impressed by the way they sing all the bhajans in contnuity without any break.
and then akka @ IITK, oh those were the best days of life. I learnt about christianity there. Though I remember all the songs, I just searched these one...........
Like eagles...............
seek ye first............
Alleluia....Alleluia(praise the Lord)..........................

There is no loss, unless you feel the pain :)

Oh, it is all too philosophical, but it is very practical too. it is about my gold ring. I don't know how it all happened. I still remember how happy I was when I first put it on my finger. My elder sister bought and sent it to me through my aunty. I think I even dedicated one post on my earlier blog to express my happiness :P
and I found it back today after losing it for ----days. yes, I didn't even realize that it had slipped from my finger. Today I got it back and I just thanked the person without even inquiring abt the details. I didn't feel that it was too important. When I shared this incidence with my sister today, we both realized how important it is to be in pain to find that we have lost something precious. Unless, pain is created, loss is not loss. Everything is related to that feeling which is deep inside. Therefore, my dear readers, don't let any loss in your life get into your internal system to create pain. If it enters there, only then it is loss, since you lose your peace of mind, your equilibrium, your normal state, your confidence to deal with anything in your life, your dignity...............